"Seek transformation. O be eager for that flame in which something escapes you, proud of change."
In her forty-fifth year, Patti Smith, a gem of soul and melody, went into melancholy and found these tufts of truth and harmony. The writing "drew me from my strange torpor," Smith later reflected.
At the same age but fifty years earlier, Austrian poet Rainer Maria Rilke (December 4, 1875 – December 29, 1926) sought similar peace. In July 1921, overwhelmed by the urban pulse, Rilke retreated to a chalet in the Swiss Alps, where he explored that coveted inner self he so commended.
Seven months later, Rilke began to exhale this collection of fifty-five lyrical Sonnets to Orpheus devoted to the myth of Orpheus.
There upped a tree. O absolute outstripping!
O Orpheus singing! O tall tree in the ear!
And all things hushed. Yet even under cover
came a new start, a sign, a transforming.
From their stillness, creatures of lair and nest
pushing forward through the clear-lit forest
so quietly and this - not out of cunning,
not silenced by fear - but coming
rather to listen. Bellow, shriek and roaring
shrank in their hearts. And where there stood
no more than a shed to receive them,
a shelter in response to their darkest need
with its entrance, its door-frame shaken,
there you built them this Temple of Hearing.
This collection, born in a thunderclap of creativity from a soul sluiced by silence and inspiration, is a riot of creation.
Orpheus is a complexity, even for Greek gods. Son of the muse Calliope and Sun-God Apollo, Orpheus commanded the entire natural world with his sublime music. When he falls in love with a nymph, Eurydice, and then loses her to Hades on his wedding day, his story turns tragic.
Orpheus, eager to set things right, ventures to Hades to claim his bride and seduces the subterranean despot with - what else - music. So Orpheus can reclaim his bride, but only if he does not look back as they emerge to the living once again.
Of course, Orpheus looks back and loses Eurydice forever.
Never absent from my thoughts for long,
you - I greet you, ancient sarcophagi -
through which waters from Roman times
have cheerfully played their shifting song.
And you lie there, wide open as the gaze
of a herdsman as he wakes contentedly
to the rich silence of bee-drunk days,
weaving round him, delighted butterflies.
All of you - snatched away from doubt -
I welcome you, mouths gaping once more.
Already, you know the meaning of silence.
Do we know it, friends, or do we not?
Either way, it shapes the hesitant hour,
there, in the human countenance.
At this point, Orpheus went on a bit of a tear while the world wept.
At his desperate request, Orpheus is violently killed so he can rejoin Eurydice. Orpheus' tale ends here, but they say trees, flowers, birds, and bees still mourn him.
As sometimes the master's genuine stroke
will find the nearest, hurried page,
so often in the same way a mirror will take
to itself the smiling, sacred, unique face
of a girl as she tries on the morning alone,
or sits in the lamplight's flattering gleam.
And before the breath of faces more real,
later she lets slip only a counterfeit glow.
.
What did we once glimpse with our eyes
staring at the hearth, its slow-burning coal?
Visions of life - forever lost to us.
O earth, who can enumerate your loss?
None - or only he who still sounds praise,
singing his heart out, born to the whole.
Rilke draws on this tale's heartache and longing as a profound metaphor for our dance with death and enthusiasm for life, literally and spiritually.
Erect no memorial stone. But let the rose
come into bloom each year on his behalf.
That is Orpheus - each metamorphosis
to this, to that. We need not be troubled with
other names. Once and for all, Orpheus
is where there is singing. He comes and goes.
Is it not enough that on such occasions
for a few days he outlasts the bowl of roses?
O yet he must vanish so you comprehend!
And even though he fears this disappearing.
In this, his word out-strips our being -
already he's where you cannot follow him.
Strings of the lyre do not constrict his hands.
And he obeys just as he out-plays them.
The bounty of beauty and flowers, "At times, overwhelmed by such bounty till come the signal of declining day." A declining day that we all must face and all know is coming.
“I am afraid of nature
because of nature I am mortal
my children and my grandchildren
are also mortal
I lived in the city for forty years
in this way I escaped fear."
On proximity to a conceptual death as a state of mind, as a space we inhabit, Rilke turns and turns. Do thoughts of death creep in when you are alone?
Again, with death, the signaling end of the day, the decline of beauty.
With vine leaf, flower and fruit we journey.
They speak more than the language of years.
From the dark, a bright revelation appears
which has perhaps a glimmer of jealousy,
in fact from the dead who feed the soil. O
But of their part in this, what do we know?
It has been their role for such a long while
to lard the clay with their free marrow.
Only now we ask: do they gladly do this?
Do they thrust it up, this concentrated fruit,
the heavy labour of slaves for masters?
Or are they masters, asleep at the root
yet granting us, out of their excess, this inter-
mediate thing between brute force and kiss?
But there is also a waking pulse. The American poet of extraordinary tenderness and clarity, Wendell Berry, writes of the wild lurking at the edge of the field, trees uprooting, all laying claim to our thoughts of control.
From Berry's "The Apple Tree": "The tree lifts itself in the garden the clutter of its green leaves halving the light, stating the unalterable congruity and form of its casual growth."
That loneliness of Orpheus, the endless solitude of a single man, doomed to sing of his heart's pain, "O earth, who can enumerate your loss?" threatens to uproot one and all. But Rilke, as he always does, in his warm, generous way, pushes us back out the door into the dialog of difficult things.
Seek transformation. O be eager for that flame
in which something escapes you, proud of change.)
In overcoming the earthbound, that designing spirit
loves the zest of a figure at its turning point.
Whatever locks itself shut has already petrified.
Does it feel safe and secure in inconspicuous grey?
Wait – the hard warned by the hardest far away.
Woe betide - a distant hammer's lifted high!
Whoever pours himself like a spring, realisation
realises him, will lead him joyful to calm creation
that in opening closes, often ceases by starting.
Each happy place is a child or grandchild of parting,
passed in amazement. And Daphne transformed,
in feeling herself laurel, wants you changed to wind.
"The things we want are transformative," writes Rebecca Solnit in a collection of deep ruminations on being lost and found; "And we don't know or only think we know what is on the other side of that transformation."
Seek transformation, Rilke tells us, and be not afraid. Seek transformation.
Accompany this rhythmic elegy for the land, life, death, and endless aliveness with David Attenborough's life-affirming statement of being; Robert Macfarlane's collection of places yet untouched by humans, Nan Shepherd's love letter to the mountains and above all, Walt Whitman's anthem of self-born from a oneness with nature.