"Watch, now, how I start the day in happiness, in kindness."
The world is emptier without new words from American poet Mary Oliver (September 10, 1935 – January 17, 2019). Though she'd disagree and likely demur: I've written enough. Read and enjoy.
"Just a minute," said a voice in the weeds,
So I stood still
in the day's exquisite early morning light
and so I didn't crush with my great feet
any small or unusual thing just happening to pass by
where I was passing by on my way to the blueberry fields,
and maybe it was the toad,
and maybe it was the June beetle,
and maybe it was the pink and tender worm,
who does his work without limbs or eyes,
and does it well...
From 'Just a minute,' said a voice..."
Read and enjoy. In this bright, simple, and imminently approachable collection of hitherto unpublished poems, Why I Wake Early, Mary Oliver calls arranging flowers "fifteen minutes of music with nothing playing," contemplates the unknowable divine and cherishes the earth in all its bits and parts.
Hello, sun in my face.
Hello, you who make the morning
and spread it over the fields
and into the faces of the tulips
and the nodding morning glories,
and into the windows of, even,
the miserable and the crotchety.
[...]
Watch, now, how I start the day in happiness, in kindness.
From "Why I Wake Early"
The collection dances betwixt certainty and question: doubt and reason. Oliver brings us to the sea, the field, into the universe, and peers into their darker, unanswered fragments.
Something fashioned
this yellow-white lace-mass
that the sea has brought to the shore and left.
like popcorn stuck to itself
for a string of lace rolled up tight
or a handful of fingerling shells pasted together
each with a tear where something
escaped into the sea. I brought it home
out of the uncombed morning and consulted
among my books. I do not know
what to call this sharpest desire.
From "Something"
"Something" is a word Henry David Thoreau used to explain the great thing that connects all. Oliver, who had a deep love and understanding for both Thoreau and Emerson, was in many ways a Transcendentalist. Looking for elsewhere, an eternal "music of the masters," to quote German poet Hermann Hesse.
The Soul at Last
The Lord's terrifying kindness has come to me.
It was only a small silvery thing - say a piece of silver cloth, or a thousand spider webs woven together, or a small handful of aspen leaves, with their silver backs shimmering. And it came leaping out of the closed coffin; it flew into the air, it danced snappingly around the church rafters, and it vanished through the ceiling.
I spoke there, briefly, of the loved one gone. I gazed at the people in the pews, some of them weeping. I knew I must, someday, write this down.
Whether ecclesiastical joy or a simple act of noticing something small and precious, we step outside our lengthy river of constant awakeness to something bigger, and grander. Oliver gathers them in Why I Wake Early. And while she dips her toes in currents, strokes rocks, and wonders what carries us forth, the art, the poetry, created by the act of wondering that is the miraculous pulse of this collection (and all of Oliver's work.)
The Old Poets of China
Wherever I am, the world comes after me.
It offers me its busyness. It does not believe
that I do not want it. Now I understand
why the old poets of China went so far and high
into the mountains, then crept into the pale mist.
This rejected busyness is persistent and, at times, angry.
Look and notice.
Breakage
I go down to the edge of the sea.
How everything shines in the morning light!
The cusp of the whelk,
the broken cupboard of the clam,
the opened blue mussels,
moon snails, pale pink and barnacle scarred -
and nothing at all whole or shut, but tattered, split,
and dropped by the gulls onto the gray rocks and all the
moisture gone.
It's like a schoolhouse
of little words, thousands of words.
First, you figure out what each means by itself,
the jingle, the periwinkle, the scallop
full of moonlight.
Then you begin, slowly, to read the whole story.
Scatter yourself into nature with Oliver and others in my look at The Importance of Walking About, or consider Oliver's unknowable divine in A Singular Focus on the Eternal.
Like Oliver, who opened her day in kindness, American author George Saunders contemplated how to anchor himself in an abundance of kindness. Saunders found kindness is what remains when all else fails.